Eeeek! I feel like I have no time anymore. I know, here I am writing out a blog post. But I feel like my insides are jumping out screaming at me for taking a moment to do it. I have so much to do. My job takes up half my day now {really a good thing! I LOVE my job} and then I have home chores and my book and MY business and friends to email and books to read and piano to practice and ...oh ... the list goes on and on and on.
Ok, you really did not want to know about all of that.
We finally have some sunshine. It is not warm, mind you, but it is sun. It makes me happy because it hints of warm days to come, when I can run and spend hours outside. I like to read outside. It is really pretty, with the sun beaming down on me and birds singing in the sky and trees gently blowing in the breeze.... yeah, I like to read outside.
I am excited because we are going to have a bunch of friends out to our house in a couple weekends and it is going to be super uber awesome. We are going to play volleyball and hang out and just have fun.
God asks a lot from us. He asks us to trust Him, to love Him, to obey Him. But He has done so much for us, I don't know how I could not want to do these things. I want to please Him with my whole heart. Sometimes I struggle with knowing how to do His will. What choices do I make that are actually from Him? Do I live my life the way He wants me to? Each moment is an opportunity to love and glorify Him through my life. Do I take them? I don't know. I ponder so much in my heart. Life is a beautiful thing. There are so many ways to live. But somehow, the one that will mean the most to us is tucked inside His hand. I want to have that one.
Sometimes I feel like I have a pretty bland, repetitive personality.
And I wonder what I am like to other people. That's kind of a strange thought, isn't it. Have you ever wondered how other people see you? LOL! Actually, that thought makes me laugh.
I like people with great personalities. They are pretty awesome. All my friends have incredible personalities!!
Enough of this rambling, I have things to do. Have a great day, my dears!
Haha, good luck with your many endeavours! I feel a bit snowed under myself, and all I'm dealing with is schoolwork. Not that that's anything out of the ordinary, though, for my stage of existence in the English system. Heh heh heh.
ReplyDeleteEh heh... thank you. I need it. ;) Ah, I hope you can get everything taken care of! What kind of schoolwork you talking? You are in college now, right?
Deletehehe, Oh Cait, I love you. ^_^ and I know *exactly* how you feel about having so much to do and when your insides jump out screaming at you for blogging when you have other stuff to accomplish. Yup. Exactly.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you too the moment to blog!
Sooo..I *might* be coming down in a couple weekends.... :D :D :D
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Awwww... I love you too!!!!!!! Yeah, lol! But I'm glad I did too. I got to take a moment to breath. That was good.
DeleteReally!!! Maybe you can come to our party! I will get the info to you asap!! SO EXCITED!!!! <3 <3 <3
What other people think of you? Ee, for me, I don't want to know. :/ :P Sounds like a fun weekend coming up though...woot! I've launched into studying again, plus writing a new book, plus a kilometer of music practise. I don't feel too swamped. Yet... ;)
ReplyDeleteLOL! Yeah, sometime's I'm like that too. So I guess I can't make up my mind. ;) Which isn't neccesarily a GOOD thing. :P
DeleteHehehehe....just you wait. Your turn is coming. *ominous voice in background* ;)
Aw! I love that photo and i love your inspiring questions and thoughts. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Sophie! It's good to have you back around here! :D
DeleteHey : ) It's great to hear back from you!
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